What I Feel

For PDV

If i had only known how my love for you has grown, I wouldnt have let u go
How many times have i closed my eyes, dreaming of you and i?
How many times have i cried, feeling my tears run down my cheeks? When can i finally let my love for you go, this numbness taking me over? Our world was different from what others had...no one understood what we had, only you and i know the beauty of what we had. I was your world, your everything, the words you said to me etched froever in my soul but i lost you. I lost myself, I cannot define the pain, of your loss, the pain knowing you found someone else but i believe in our love, the love i once knew we had and shared. It cannot die, it will not die. In my eyes i see.....only you...our lives will go on and on...only for you and me. On separate ways but there is one truth i see and always know that i need you more than you'll ever need me, when my dreams are shattered and my hope and love gone, i will go to you your love so pure and innocent, i'll always love you. I know now the reason why i met you, why fate brought us together i was not meant to be with you but i was meant to be someone to you....loving and caring silently for you...

Now i can let go :)